I find my self in a reflective mood, with a few spare moments which is always dangerous. Additionally, a difficult day for us all as it would have been my dad’s 85 birthday today, but sadly he didn’t quite make it to that mile stone leaving us earlier in the year.
I’m not known for being emotional and more pragmatic than anything. I process through things and broadly have the idea that I can’t and won’t worry about something when I don’t know what it is, or what out comes could be. With that in mind, I’d already worked through, it’s just another day, and sure enough, it was another day, just like the one before, and the one that shall no doubt follow.
I’ve been fine, and thanks for your concern, upto the last 10 minutes ago, and that is the kicker. All of a sudden, something from somewhere gets you unexpectedly, and today I found my self, remebering things, and the emotion that comes with that. I’ve had a little bit of tears, but I’m done. But I am sure, there will be times again, when expectedly it hits me again.
But, that said I am done for today. It’s been busy and away for the weekend, so got stuff to sort out.
And that doesn’t include writing this down!
